{ My Twisted Reality ... }
inside.
e7'08/9Aishah
Amos
Andrew
Apple
Carissa Mei
Denise
Devaraj
Elene
Elina
EiEi
Eugene
Farah
Geraldine
Hazel
HuiXian
IngYin
JiaLing
Joan
Kahman
KaiJun
LiYing
Maegy
MinYi
Mustafa
Nami
Nicholas
Shiroro
ShuYi
SingYee
SiongChie
SuneAik
Syukri
Winnie
Yeshun
YHSS GG
YingHui
Yosuke
YuanYuan
ZiHui
screaming melodies.
credits.
layout: sagacitycolors: bones, love lyts
text styles: recycled hips
song: Until Whenever by BIG BANG
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until whenver,
Felicia
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Hais . I'm so sick of school ... so glad that it's ending tomorrow . I have something to say to someone before school ends this year . I really regret treating her tat way . Jux can't help it . Hmm... didn't went with Gerrie to JP today , had a bad stomach ache when school was ending . Argh ! Tomorrow photoshoot with Gerrie , Andrew and some other guy I dun know . Hope it will be fun c: . So happy ! Tmr will be last day of sch and my freedom is here ~~~~ except for the fact tat I still have a holiday job at night ><" . Will be going to east coast park on monday with wei feng , mei fong and some other ppl tat I dun know cuz they nver tell me >3< . Gerrie , me and Andrew bought a bunneh but it was for Gerrie . I accidentally told her abt it on the way to bus stop ><" . Ger named it Fe-ger-drew or sth o.o . Dunno hw to pronounce it xD . Today's topic . MATRICE! <-- nt sure spelled correct or not . Ok , so it's quite an easy topic actually but hopefully it doesn't get harder when I go up to sec 3 [I'm praying I do] . I am so opting for Chem/Bio , my two favs . : D .Argh ! Long post today so I need to break it upp . Hais . This year , I am soooooooooooooooooooooo............ tired . Alot of things happened this year and I'm really tired . I'm sure everybody is too ... hope to get into my desired classes next year and maybe .. just MAYBE ... our class might only lose some people . Hais . I'm really sad tat this year ended real fast .... I'll miss this class . I'm praying hard .... getting my report book tomorrow and I'm real scared ... Mdm Ling said tat nobody will retain though but I'm still real nervous . Hopefully , I can fulfill more things on my wishlist before this year ends . There's so much more things I want to do ... I don't want this year to end yet ... Ohs ! And Andrew lent me a book , still re-reading it x.x . It's frying my brain >O< !
until whenver,
Felicia
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
Jux plain bored . Will be going to JP later , play arcade , get blue contacts [maybe] , buy the mini-hat for Gerrie and cut my fringe . Hais . Can't believe I woke up at 1.30 pm today T^T , still saving for my freakin wig and it costs me $65 . Still need $50 more !! >< Hmm.. so bored . Yesterday went for swearing in and guess what . Got stuck with SUDOKU for games T^T . U will pay eiei! Oh well , we drew behind all the paper and they flipped over and was like ... WTF xD . After that ... whole day end and went back to Yuhua sec and went home . Could hear JX pumping the sec 1s on my way out cuz he asked me to go first .until whenver,
Felicia
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Alice of Human Sacrifice'In some place, was a dream,
Who dreamed it, was unknown
Such a truly Tiny dream it was,
The little dream thought,
I don't want to be vanishing like this,
How do I get People to watch me?
The Little dream thought and though,
And came up with something.
'If I get people to stray into me,
and let them make the world!'
[Female voice]
The first Alice was a woman of the Spade,
Who courageously held a sword in her hand,
Chopped down anything in her way
of making a red path for herself,
That Alice was brought deep into the forest,
locked in as the sinner,
In addition to the way of the forest,
her life was unknown
[Male voice]
The second Alice was a man of the Diamond,
He tamely sang a song in Wonderland,
To fill all kinds of sound,
And produced a crazy world,
That Alice had Rose Flowers,
And a cross-eyed man shot at him,
He came out as the bright red flower bloom,
Everyone loved him, and to be dying
[Female voice]
The third Alice was a child of the Clover,
She had a beautiful figure in wonderland,
For many people to delude,
A strange country was created,
That Alice was the Queen,
She posses the dream of distortion,
She traveled to the country in a rotten Body,
[Male and Female voice]
The fourth Alice were Twins of the Heart,
Bringing their curiosity to Wonderland,
Making a door to All kinds of bogus,
Big Sister is tough,
little brother intelligent,
They were near to the first Alice,
But their dream has yet to awaken.
until whenver,
Felicia
//
Friday, October 16, 2009
Ho hum . A list of things needed for my cosplay .Ref ;
-Wig [ordered for me & ger .]
-Black & White dress
-Black gloves
-Butterfly [Finished big ; working on small]
-Headset / styrofoam + hairband
-Black and Pink stockings
-Plain high-heeled shoes
until whenver,
Felicia
//
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Lawls ... this cheered me up . xD
until whenver,
Felicia
//
Friday, October 9, 2009
I miss the good old times but they're just memories now . ♥
until whenver,
Felicia
//
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Meltdown ♥
until whenver,
Felicia
//
Meltdown - BG songlights of the town are shining
with a chilly pain like ether anesthetic
unable to sleep at 2 A.M.
everything has changed and lost control of rule
oil is already running out in lighter
my stomach is nervously burning inside
if all the scenes were created by lies
I really feel happiness and easiness
in broken dream I wring your neck in my dirty hands
lights are shining and making flow in the afternoon
I look at your throat jumping under my closed mind
but my eyes are gonna start to cry, shout to pretend
hey, take me to nuclear reactor
I wish to dive into core, wanna fly, fly, fly
a ray of blue lights surrounds my body, beautiful
hey, take me to nuclear reactor
if I could dive into core, and then cry, cry, cry
all sins I did will be allowed within a miracle
I hear the sound somebody runs up upstairs
through the terrace on the other side
cloudy sky is beginning to make a shadow
drop on window glass and room
twilight is spreading lights over the horizon
the sun is setting like a swollen eye, bloody inside
around the world everything I see is dead,
slowly and slowly melting down without consciousness
in broken dream I wring your neck in my dirty hands
curtains are dancing with a breeze of cherry spring
all the words I said by dry injured, colorless lips
are also melting just like a life of bubbles
hey, take me to nuclear reactor
I wish to dive into core, wanna fly, fly, fly
disabled memories go white, melt and disappear
hey, take me to nuclear reactor
if I could dive into core, and then cry, cry, cry
like old days good sleep will bring me dream of tenderness
second hand of the wall clock
and the presenter in a TV show
invisible people laugh over there certainly
voices are saturated, echoes surround in my brain
allegro, agitate
ears are ringing so loudly, don't stop
allegro, agitate
ears are ringing so loudly, don't stop
in broken dream everyone disappears out of sight
at midnight my room changes the size bigger and
silent nightmare comes into my chest suddenly
hardly I breathe, end of the world start in my life
[Shout]
hey, take me to nuclear reactor
if I could dive into core, and then cry, cry, cry
my body and mind disappear without a pain of anger
hey, imagine I say good-bye to world
there will be new morning, it's surely too much beautiful
all the gears of mind are fully meshing together
I believe... it's true... my perfect world
until whenver,
Felicia